The flight from the UK to Kuala lumpur was relatively smooth. Although looking back an 8 hour connection is probably too long. I could hardly get any sleep at Doha, mainly due to the fact I was worried about loosing my hand luggage, and the chairs were not very comfortable. Effectively I travelled for around 24 hours, with around an hours sleep. This meant I was incredibly tired and stressed, and I broke down a number of times.
I’m seriously doubting whether or not I should even go to Korea. I know that moving to a different country is never an easy process, but what I’m super aware of is being completely honest with my emotions. I don’t want to think everything will be fine in Korea, when it could be the complete opposite.
I had a nightmare about something going wrong in Korea, and me being isolated from my family and friends. That’s a situation that I do not want to find myself being in. I’ve lived abroad, and I understand the adjustment phase is never an easy process. What I’m now asking is, “do I really want to go through that again?”
I certainly don’t want to waste peoples time, and Korea, or any foreign country is not the time or the place to find yourself. I’m annoyed that I didn’t seriously think about this before I left, as it would of made things a lot easier.
I’m not going to make an immediate decision as that would be crazy, but this week before orientation I need to decide on whether to stay or go.